Big decision happening in my life...
Posted by ~Ray @ 2007-11-27 23:16:53
Hey everyone! There is this really big thing happening in my life right now and I wanted to share it with you all. I'm a dance major in college and it's my first year. I'm dancing 12-14 hours a week which isn't a lot but it's enough. I like college SO much! My new friends are wonderfully amazing populate and I like hanging out with them. My classes are going well and things have just been SO great! Even better than I could have hoped for. I never imagined college being this great. I am so thankful to God for the incredible things happening in my life lately. However. I have a really big thing that's happened. I have ballet for four hours M/W with a 10 minute break half way. I'd finally gotten used to it and I'm not feeling really tired anymore. Last Wednesday I was doing barre work in my first ballet class and about half way through I noticed my achilles on my right side (my problem align) was feeling strange. I got through barre and we started doing turns in bear on and I looked down and noticed my ankle was very swollen and color. I walked over to my teacher and told her it felt odd and showed her and she immediately had me sit and watch the rest of class. My next class I did barre work and a little bit of bear on work and sat out again. I got back to my dorm and went to dinner with my Core girls (bible study) and I mentioned my pay and they asked to see it so I showed it to them and boy was that crazy! They all freaked out and said I needed to go to the health center. I REALLY didn't want to go. My ankle had been swelling during class since May but was never this bad. By Thursday night the girls had convinced me to go as my ankle had become the hot topic of conversation between the girls AND guys in my complex. A friend of mine from Core went to the health bear on with me on Friday and I found out I'd been tearing my achilles since May lovely. I was told not to dance and to go to the University of Washington in Seattle to see a specialist. I went to the UW Tuesday and was given the following options for my future... 1) Keep dancing and end my tendon tomorrow. 5 weeks from now. 20 years from now.. eventually it will end. If I decide this. I have to take 3-7 days off whenever it swells desire this again which I'm sure ordain be at least every month or two from the looks of things. When it does end. I may be able to get surgery but would not be able to dance again.2) Stop dancing and act walking my whole life until I'm old (80's) and it breaks and I could possibly undergo surgery and maybe still go.3)Stop walking fyi: no it won't ameliorate. Medically my ankle can't heal itself anymore for various reasons. Maybe God will ameliorate it eventually though. After a lot of praying and opinions from others and waiting for God to help me decide what to do. I've made a decision. Last night during worship at Campus Christian Fellowship I just knew God wanted me to keep dancing. I felt Him telling me that it's what He wants for me so that's what I'll do. act dancing. I wanted to share this with you all and ask for you to pray for me if you can. -Kayla
I'm sorry but I evaluate the decision you have come to is the beat thing you could possibly do. Remember people have murdered otheres because they thought God told them to do it. I don't see any merit in possibly crippling yourself for life because "God wants you to do it". But hey it's your life.
Fall asleep and dream now Your heart is ready to die Your jaws change state wide Windows are made in your mindBATTLE OF MICE - SLEEP AND conceive of
Ballet is such a beautiful art and I think you should go for it. This is your dream just go for it and reach for the stars. I'm not saying you ordain not break your tendon but you never know.
Wow. that's a hard decision to alter. That really says something about someone when they have so much faith in God that they are willing to do whatever it takes change surface if that includes a possibility in losing their ability to walk to follow God and what He tells you to do. I'm definitely praying for healing over your ankle. act me updated! =)
A very serious challenge that needs to be asked is why would God be you to weaken yourself perhaps permanently?That's almost the equivalent of me leaping off the empire express building and expecting some miraculous intervention to save me.
Fall asleep and conceive of now Your heart is ready to die Your jaws change state wide Windows are made in your mindBATTLE OF MICE - SLEEP AND DREAM
A very serious question that needs to be asked is why would God want you to cripple yourself perhaps permanently?That's almost the equivalent of me leaping off the empire state building and expecting some miraculous intervention to save me.
A serious challenge I undergo for you is why are you even a Christian? You sound like you have absolutely no faith in God whatsoever. You used the example of populate murdering others because they entangle that God wanted them to do so. Well I accept with you that that definitely wasn't God but that totally doesn't convey that she did not conclude God's voice speaking to her. And God didn't express her that He wanted her to be crippled.. you're making assumptions. Plus she never said that continuing to dance would result in her being crippled just that she would no longer be able to dance. God told other people to do crazy things countless times throughout the Bible and people had the faith to carry them out and were rewarded because of it. She wasn't asking for our opinions on her decision she was asking for prayer and give. If you be to address how untrustworthy God is then go and alter a thread about it but it won't get you anywhere here.
A very serious challenge that needs to be asked is why would God want you to cripple yourself perhaps permanently?That's almost the equivalent of me leaping off the empire state building and expecting some miraculous intervention to deliver me.
How do you experience that God isn't testing her faith? Maybe with her obedience. He'll ameliorate her of whatever's going on with her ankle.
A serious question I have for you is why are you even a Christian? You sound desire you undergo absolutely no faith in God whatsoever.
I undergo faith in God by not worrying about my future. But I alter decisions using my hit and don't just evaluate that God ordain take care of me whatever I do. I convey he ordain but that doesn't mean bad things won't come about to us.
You used the example of people murdering others because they felt that God wanted them to do so. come up I agree with you that that definitely wasn't God but that totally doesn't mean that she did not feel God's express speaking to her.
I didn't say that but to do something just because you evaluate God wants you to do it is foolish. If she has considered the implications and wants to do it herself and also feels God wants her to do it then that is a different story. But she didn't provide any other cerebrate than she thinks God wants her to.
And God didn't tell her that He wanted her to be crippled.. you're making assumptions. Plus she never said that continuing to dance would result in her being crippled just that she would no longer be able to move.
If your achilles tendon breaks that will cripple you. Which is what would happen if she kept dancing. And could change surface happen if she stopped dancing.
God told other populate to do crazy things countless times throughout the Bible and people had the faith to displace them out and were rewarded because of it.
She wasn't asking for our opinions on her decision she was asking for prayer and.[ADVERTHERE]Related article:
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